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dining…room； he paid no attention to her as she opened the door； but continued walking up and down。 She scarcely knew how to address him； the common phrases of greeting that rose to her lips seemed misplaced。 He either did not see her； or would not notice her。 She then walked quite near to him； and holding out her hand； said in a calm tone：
〃Uncle； I have come to see Julianna。〃
The muscles of his face moved； but he made no answer。
〃I have come to stay with her； if you wish it。〃
〃Thank you；〃 he said； in a thick voice。
〃Is there anything I can do for you？〃
〃What can be done？〃 he said； bitterly； and almost roughly。
〃Do you wish me to stay？〃
〃Yes； I am obliged to you for coming to see a woman of bad reputation。〃
Patsey left him for the present。 She found her cousins together； Emmeline's eyes were red； as if she had just been weeping； Mrs。 Hilson was stretched on a sofa； in a very elegant morning…gown； reading a novel of very doubtful morality。 Patsey offered her hand； which was taken quite cavalierly。
〃Well； Patsey；〃 she said； 〃I hope you have not come to be a spy upon me。〃
〃I have come to see you； because I wish to be of service to you； Julianna。〃
〃Then； my dear child； you must bring his High…Mightiness； my jealous husband to reason；〃 said the lady； smoothing a fold in her dress。 Patsey made no answer； and Mrs。 Hilson looked up。 〃If you are going to join the rest of them against me； why I shall have nothing to do with you； all the prim prudes in the world won't subdue me； as my good…man might have found out already。〃
〃Where is your husband？〃 asked Miss Patsey； gravely； but quietly。
〃I am sure I don't know； he has been pleased to abandon me； for no reason whatever； but because I chose to enjoy the liberty of all women of fortune in aristocratic circles。 I would not submit to be made a slave； like most ladies in this country； as Mrs。 Bagman says。 I choose to associate with whom I please； gentlemen or ladies。 What is it makes the patrician orders so delightful in Europe？all those who know anything about it； will tell you that it is because the married women are not slaves； they have full liberty； and do just as they fancy； and have as many admirers as they please； this very book that I am reading says so。 That is the way things are managed in high life in Europe。〃
〃What sort of liberty is it you wish for； Julianna？ The liberty to do wrong？ Or the liberty to trifle with your reputation？〃
Mrs。 Hilson pouted； but made no answer。
〃I cannot think the kind of liberty you speak of is common among good women anywhere；〃 continued Patsey； 〃and I don't think you can know so much about what you call HIGH LIFE in Europe； Julianna； for you have never been there。 I am sure at least； that in this country the sort of liberty you seem to be talking about； is only common in very LOW LIFE； you will find enough of it even here； among the most ignorant and worst sort of people；〃 said Miss Patsey； quietly。
Mrs。 Hilson looked provoked。 〃Well； you are civil； I must say； Miss Patsey Hubbard； of all the brutal speeches that have been made me of late； I must say that yours is the worst！〃
〃I speak the truth； though I speak plainly； Julianna。〃
〃Yes plainly enough； very different from the refinement of Mrs。 Bagman； I can assure you； she would be the last person to come and tyrannize over me； when I am a victim to my husband's jealousy。 But I have not a creature near me to sympathize with me！〃
〃Do not say that； your father is down…stairs； grown old with grief during the last week！〃
Mrs。 Hilson did not answer。
〃You have known me all your life； from the time you were a child；〃 added Miss Patsey； taking her cousin's passive hand in her own； 〃and I ask； if you have ever known me to deceive you by an untruth？〃
〃I am sure I don't know；〃 replied her cousin； carelessly。
〃Yes； you do know it； Julianna。 Trust me； then； do not shut your ears and your eyes to the truth！ You are in a very dangerous situation； look upon me as your friend； let me stay with you； let me help you！ My only motive is your own good； even if I believed you really guilty； I should have come to you； but I do not believe you guilty！〃
〃I am much obliged to you；〃 said her cousin； lightly。 〃But I happen to know myself that I have committed no such high crime and misdemeanour。〃
〃Yes； you have trifled so far with your reputation； that the world believes you guilty； Julianna。〃
〃Not fashionable people。 I might have gone on for years； enjoying the friendship of an elegant lady like Mrs。 Bagman； and receiving the polite attentions of a French nobleman； had it not been for the countrified notions of Pa and Mr。 Hilson； and now； I am torn from my friends； I am calumniated； and the Baron accused of being an impostor！ But the fact is； as Mrs。 Bagman says； Mr。 Hilson never has understood me！〃
Patsey closed her eyes that night with a heavy heart。 She did not seem to have produced the least impression on Mrs。 Hilson。
How few people are aware of the great dangers of that common foible； vanity！ And yet it is the light feather that wings many a poisoned dart； it is the harlequin leader of a vile crew of evils。 Generally； vanity is looked upon as merely a harmless weakness； whose only penalty is ridicule； but examine its true character； and you will find it to be one of the most dangerous； and at the same time one of the most contemptible failings of humanity。 There is not a vice with which it has not been； time and again； connected； there is not a virtue that has not been tainted by its touch。 Men are vain of their vices； vain of their virtues； and although pride and vanity have been declared incompatible； probably there never lived a proud man； who was not vain of his very pride。 A generous aspect is； however； sometimes assumed by pride； but vanity is inalterably contemptible in its selfish littleness； its restless greediness。 Who shall tell its victimswho shall set bounds to its triumphs？ Reason is more easily blinded by vanity than by sophistry； time and again has vanity misdirected feeling； often has vanity roused the most violent passions。 Many have been enticed on to ruin； step by step； with the restless lure of vanity； until they became actually guilty of crimes； attributed to some more sudden； and stronger impulse。 How many people run into extravagance； and waste their means； merely from vanity！ How many young men commence a career of folly and wickedness； impelled by the miserable vanity of daring what others dare！ How many women have trifled with their own peace； their own reputation； merely because vanity led them to receive the first treacherous homage of criminal admiration； when whispered in the tones of false sentiment and flattery！ The triumphs of vanity would form a melancholy picture； indeed； but it is one the world will never pause to look at。
The eldest daughter of Mr。 Hubbard； the worthy Longbridge merchant； without strong passions； without strong temptations； was completely the victim of puerile vanity。 The details of her folly are too unpleasant to dwell on； but the silly ambition of playing the fine lady； after the pattern of certain European novels； themselves chiefly representing the worst members of the class they claim to depict； was the cause of her ruin。 She had so recklessly trifled with her reputation； that although her immediate friends did not believe the worst； yet with the world her character was irretrievably lost。 At five…and…twenty she had already sacrificed her own peace； she had brought shame on her husband's name； and had filled with the bitterest grief； the heart of an indulgent father。 Happily； her mother was in the grave； and she had no children to injure by her misconduct。
Patsey Hubbard continued unwearied in her kind endeavours to be of service to her kinswoman； anxious to awaken her to a sense of her folly； and to withdraw her from the influence of bad associates。
〃It is right that society should discountenance a woman who behaves as Julianna has done；〃 said she one day； to Mrs。 Hubbard； on returning home； 〃but； oh； mother； her own family surely； should never give her up while there is breath in her body！〃
CHAPTER XVI。 ｛XXXIX｝
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