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a sappho of green springs-第15章

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doctor; she could not fail to see that he obeyed her implicitly;

and that whenever any difficulty arose between him and his nurse

she was always appealed to。  Her pride in this proof of her

practical sovereignty WAS flattered; and when Doctor Duchesne

finally admitted that although the patient was now physically able

to be removed to the hospital; yet he would lose in the change that

very strong factor which Josephine had become in his mental

recovery; the young girl as frankly suggested that he should stay

as long as there was any hope of restoring his reason。  Doctor

Duchesne was delighted。  With all his enthusiasm for science; he

had a professional distrust of some of its disciples; and perhaps

was not sorry to keep this most interesting case in his own hands。

To him her suggestion was only a womanly kindness; tempered with

womanly curiosity。  But the astonishment and stupefaction of her

parents at this evident corroboration of suspicions they had as yet

only half believed was tinged with superstitious dread。  Had she

fallen in love with this helpless stranger? or; more awful to

contemplate; was he really no stranger; but a surreptitious lover

thus strategically brought under her roof?  For once they refrained

from open criticism。  The very magnitude of their suspicions left

them dumb。



It was thus that the virgin Chatelaine of Burnt Ridge Ranch was

left to gaze untrammeled upon her pale and handsome guest; whose

silken; bearded lips and sad; childlike eyes might have suggested a

more Exalted Sufferer in their absence of any suggestion of a

grosser material manhood。  But even this imaginative appeal did not

enter into her feelings。  She felt for her good…looking; helpless

patient a profound and honest pity。  I do not know whether she had

ever heard that 〃pity was akin to love。〃  She would probably have

resented that utterly untenable and atrocious commonplace。  There

was no suggestion; real or illusive; of any previous masterful

quality in the man which might have made his present dependent

condition picturesque by contrast。  He had come to her handicapped

by an unromantic accident and a practical want of energy and

intellect。  He would have to touch her interest anew if; indeed; he

would ever succeed in dispelling the old impression。  His beauty;

in a community of picturesquely handsome men; had little weight

with her; except to accent the contrast with their fuller manhood。



Her life had given her no illusions in regard to the other sex。

She had found them; however; more congenial and safer companions

than women; and more accessible to her own sense of justice and

honor。  In return; they had respected and admired rather than

loved her; in spite of her womanly graces。  If she had at times

contemplated eventual marriage; it was only as a possible practical

partnership in her business; but as she lived in a country where

men thought it dishonorable and a proof of incompetency to rise by

their wives' superior fortune; she had been free from that kind of

mercenary persecution; even from men who might have worshiped her

in hopeless and silent honor。



For this reason; there was nothing in the situation that suggested

a single compromising speculation in the minds of the neighbors; or

disturbed her own tranquillity。  There seemed to be nothing in the

future except a possible relief to her curiosity。  Some day the

unfortunate man's reason would be restored; and he would tell his

simple history。  Perhaps he might explain what was in his mind when

he turned to her the first evening with that singular sentence

which had often recurred strangely to her; she knew not why。  It

did not strike her until later that it was because it had been the

solitary indication of an energy and capacity that seemed unlike

him。  Nevertheless; after that explanation; she would have been

quite willing to have shaken hands with him and parted。



And yetfor there was an unexpressed remainder in her thought

she was never entirely free or uninfluenced in his presence。  The

flickering vacancy of his sad eyes sometimes became fixed with a

resolute immobility under the gentle questioning with which she had

sought to draw out his faculties; that both piqued and exasperated

her。  He could say 〃Yes〃 and 〃No;〃 as she thought intelligently;

but he could not utter a coherent sentence nor write a word; except

like a child in imitation of his copy。  She taught him to repeat

after her the names of the inanimate objects in the room; then the

names of the doctor; his attendant; the servant; and; finally; her

own under her Christian prenomen; with frontier familiarity; but

when she pointed to himself he waited for HER to name him!  In vain

she tried him with all the masculine names she knew; his was not

one of them; or he would not or could not speak it。  For at times

she rejected the professional dictum of the doctor that the faculty

of memory was wholly paralyzed or held in abeyance; even to the

half…automatic recollection of his letters; yet she inconsistently

began to teach him the alphabet with the same method; andin her

sublime unconsciousness of his manhoodwith the same discipline as

if he were a very child。  When he had recovered sufficiently to

leave his room; she would lead him to the porch before her window;

and make him contented and happy by allowing him to watch her at

work at her desk; occasionally answering his wondering eyes with a

word; or stirring his faculties with a question。  I grieve to say

that her parents had taken advantage of this publicity and his

supposed helpless condition to show their disgust of his assumption;

to the extreme of making faces at himan act which he resented with

such a furious glare that they retreated hurriedly to their own

veranda。  A fresh though somewhat inconsistent grievance was added

to their previous indictment of him: 〃If we ain't found dead in our

bed with our throats cut by that woman's crazy husband〃 (they had

settled by this time that there had been a clandestine marriage);

〃we'll be lucky;〃 groaned Mrs。 Forsyth。



Meantime; the mountain summer waxed to its fullness of fire and

fruition。  There were days when the crowded forest seemed choked

and impeded with its own foliage; and pungent and stifling with its

own rank maturity; when the long hillside ranks of wild oats;

thickset and impassable; filled the air with the heated dust of

germination。  In this quickening irritation of life it would be

strange if the unfortunate man's torpid intellect was not helped in

its awakening; and he was allowed to ramble at will over the ranch;

but with the instinct of a domestic animal he always returned to

the house; and sat in the porch; where Josephine usually found him

awaiting her when she herself returned from a visit to the mill。

Coming thence one day she espied him on the mountain…side leaning

against a projecting ledge in an attitude so rapt and immovable

that she felt compelled to approach him。  He appeared to be dumbly

absorbed in the prospect; which might have intoxicated a saner

mind。



Half veiled by the heat that rose quiveringly from the fiery canyon

below; the domain of Burnt Ridge stretched away before him; until;

lifted in successive terraces hearsed and plumed with pines; it

was at last lost in the ghostly snow…peaks。  But the practical

Josephine seized the opportunity to try once more to awaken the

slumbering memory of her pupil。  Following his gaze with signs and

questions; she sought to draw from him some indication of familiar

recollection of certain points of the map thus unrolled behind him。

But in vain。  She even pointed out the fateful shadow of the

overhanging ledge on the road where she had picked him upthere

was no response in his abstracted eyes。  She bit her lips; she was

becoming irritated again。  Then it occurred to her that; instead of

appealing to his hopeless memory; she had better trust to some

unreflective automatic inst
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