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Sophia as we were hastening to the field of Action。
She had not time to answer me； for every thought was now engaged by the horrid spectacle before us。 Two Gentlemen most elegantly attired but weltering in their blood was what first struck our Eyeswe approachedthey were Edward and Augustus。 Yes dearest Marianne they were our Husbands。 Sophia shreiked and fainted on the groundI screamed and instantly ran mad。 We remained thus mutually deprived of our senses； some minutes； and on regaining them were deprived of them again。 For an Hour and a Quarter did we continue in this unfortunate situationSophia fainting every moment and I running mad as often。 At length a groan from the hapless Edward （who alone retained any share of life） restored us to ourselves。 Had we indeed before imagined that either of them lived； we should have been more sparing of our Greifbut as we had supposed when we first beheld them that they were no more； we knew that nothing could remain to be done but what we were about。 No sooner did we therefore hear my Edward's groan than postponing our lamentations for the present； we hastily ran to the Dear Youth and kneeling on each side of him implored him not to die。 〃Laura （said He fixing his now languid Eyes on me） I fear I have been overturned。〃
I was overjoyed to find him yet sensible。
〃Oh！ tell me Edward （said I） tell me I beseech you before you die； what has befallen you since that unhappy Day in which Augustus was arrested and we were separated〃
〃I will〃 （said he） and instantly fetching a deep sigh； Expired 。 Sophia immediately sank again into a swoon。 MY greif was more audible。 My Voice faltered； My Eyes assumed a vacant stare； my face became as pale as Death； and my senses were considerably impaired。
〃Talk not to me of Phaetons （said I； raving in a frantic； incoherent manner）Give me a violin。 I'll play to him and sooth him in his melancholy HoursBeware ye gentle Nymphs of Cupid's Thunderbolts； avoid the piercing shafts of JupiterLook at that grove of FirsI see a Leg of MuttonThey told me Edward was not Dead； but they deceived methey took him for a cucumber 〃 Thus I continued wildly exclaiming on my Edward's Death。 For two Hours did I rave thus madly and should not then have left off； as I was not in the least fatigued； had not Sophia who was just recovered from her swoon； intreated me to consider that Night was now approaching and that the Damps began to fall。 〃And whither shall we go （said I） to shelter us from either？〃 〃To that white Cottage。〃 （replied she pointing to a neat Building which rose up amidst the grove of Elms and which I had not before observed） I agreed and we instantly walked to itwe knocked at the doorit was opened by an old woman； on being requested to afford us a Night's Lodging； she informed us that her House was but small； that she had only two Bedrooms； but that However we should be wellcome to one of them。 We were satisfied and followed the good woman into the House where we were greatly cheered by the sight of a comfortable fire。 She was a widow and had only one Daughter； who was then just seventeenOne of the best of ages； but alas！ she was very plain and her name was Bridget。 。 。 。 。 Nothing therfore could be expected from hershe could not be supposed to possess either exalted Ideas； Delicate Feelings or refined Sensibilities。 She was nothing more than a mere good…tempered； civil and obliging young woman； as such we could scarcely dislike hereshe was only an Object of Contempt 。 Adeiu Laura。
LETTER the 14th LAURA in continuation
Arm yourself my amiable young Freind with all the philosophy you are Mistress of； summon up all the fortitude you possess； for alas！ in the perusal of the following Pages your sensibility will be most severely tried。 Ah！ what were the misfortunes I had before experienced and which I have already related to you； to the one I am now going to inform you of。 The Death of my Father and my Mother and my Husband though almost more than my gentle Nature could support； were trifles in comparison to the misfortune I am now proceeding to relate。 The morning after our arrival at the Cottage； Sophia complained of a violent pain in her delicate limbs； accompanied with a disagreable Head…ake She attributed it to a cold caught by her continued faintings in the open air as the Dew was falling the Evening before。 This I feared was but too probably the case； since how could it be otherwise accounted for that I should have escaped the same indisposition； but by supposing that the bodily Exertions I had undergone in my repeated fits of frenzy had so effectually circulated and warmed my Blood as to make me proof against the chilling Damps of Night； whereas； Sophia lying totally inactive on the ground must have been exposed to all their severity。 I was most seriously alarmed by her illness which trifling as it may appear to you； a certain instinctive sensibility whispered me； would in the End be fatal to her。
Alas！ my fears were but too fully justified； she grew gradually worseand I daily became more alarmed for her。 At length she was obliged to confine herself solely to the Bed allotted us by our worthy Landlady。 Her disorder turned to a galloping Consumption and in a few days carried her off。 Amidst all my Lamentations for her （and violent you may suppose they were） I yet received some consolation in the reflection of my having paid every attention to her； that could be offered； in her illness。 I had wept over her every Dayhad bathed her sweet face with my tears and had pressed her fair Hands continually in mine。 〃My beloved Laura （said she to me a few Hours before she died） take warning from my unhappy End and avoid the imprudent conduct which had occasioned it。 。 。 Beware of fainting…fits。 。 。 Though at the time they may be refreshing and agreable yet beleive me they will in the end； if too often repeated and at improper seasons； prove destructive to your Constitution。 。 。 My fate will teach you this。 。 I die a Martyr to my greif for the loss of Augustus。 。 One fatal swoon has cost me my Life。 。 Beware of swoons Dear Laura。 。 。 。 A frenzy fit is not one quarter so pernicious； it is an exercise to the Body and if not too violent； is I dare say conducive to Health in its consequencesRun mad as often as you chuse； but do not faint〃
These were the last words she ever addressed to me。 。 It was her dieing Advice to her afflicted Laura； who has ever most faithfully adhered to it。
After having attended my lamented freind to her Early Grave； I immediately （tho' late at night） left the detested Village in which she died； and near which had expired my Husband and Augustus。 I had not walked many yards from it before I was overtaken by a stage…coach； in which I instantly took a place； determined to proceed in it to Edinburgh； where I hoped to find some kind some pitying Freind who would receive and comfort me in my afflictions。
It was so dark when I entered the Coach that I could not distinguish the Number of my Fellow…travellers； I could only perceive that they were many。 Regardless however of anything concerning them； I gave myself up to my own sad Reflections。 A general silence prevailedA silence； which was by nothing interrupted but by the loud and repeated snores of one of the Party。
〃What an illiterate villain must that man be！ （thought I to myself） What a total want of delicate refinement must he have； who can thus shock our senses by such a brutal noise！ He must I am certain be capable of every bad action！ There is no crime too black for such a Character！〃 Thus reasoned I within myself； and doubtless such were the reflections of my fellow travellers。
At length； returning Day enabled me to behold the unprincipled Scoundrel who had so violently disturbed my feelings。 It was Sir Edward the father of my Deceased Husband。 By his side sate Augusta； and on the same seat with me were your Mother and Lady Dorothea。 Imagine my surprise at finding myself thus seated amongst my old Acquaintance。 Great as was my astonishment； it was yet increased； when on looking out of Windows； I beheld the Husband of Philippa； with Philippa by his side； on the Coachbox and when on looking behind I beheld； Philander and Gustavus in th