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scapegoats。 But； all in all； nothing much really acplished。 Am I right？〃
I nodded； appreciative of the way his mind worked； and resigned to letting him tell it his way。
〃You know you're right；〃 I said。
He gave me a sharp look at that； then went on。 〃But everyone did finally go off； to lie awake worrying； or to get together with an acplice； to scheme。 There were hidden turmoils in the night。 It is flattering to know that my well…being was on everyone's mind。 Some； of course； were for it； others against。 And in the midst of it all； I rallied … nay； flourished … not wishing to disappoint my supporters。 Gerard spent a long while bringing me up to date on recent history。 When I had enough of this； I sent for you。〃
〃In case you haven't noticed。 I'm here。 What did you want to tell me？〃
〃Patience； brother！ Patience！ Consider all the years you spent in Shadow； not even remembering … this。〃 He gestured widely with his cigarette。 〃Consider all that time you waited； unknowing； until I succeeded in locating you and tried to remedy your plight。 Surely a few moments now are not so priceless by contrast。〃
〃I was told that you had sought me；〃 I said。 〃I wondered at that； for we had not exactly parted on the best of terms the last time we were together。〃
He nodded。
〃I cannot deny it；〃 he said。 〃But I always get over such things； eventually。〃
I snorted。
〃I have been deciding how much to tell you； and what you would believe；〃 he continued。 〃I doubted you would accept it if I had simply e out and said that； save for a few small items； my present motives are almost entirely altruistic。〃
I snorted again。
〃But this is true；〃 he went on； 〃and to lay your suspicions； I add that it is because I have small choice in it。 Beginnings are always difficult。 Wherever I begin； something preceded it。 You were gone for so long。 If one must name a single thing； however； then let it be the throne。 There。 I have said it。 We had thought of a way to take it； you see。 This was just after your disappearance； and in some ways； I suppose； prompted by it。 Dad suspected Eric of having slain you。 But there was no evidence。 We worked on this feeling； though … a word here and there； every now and then。 Years passed； with you unreachable by any means； and it seemed more and more likely that you were indeed dead。 Dad looked upon Eric with growing disfavor。 Then； one night； pursuant to a discussion I had begun on a totally neutral matter … most of us present at the table … he said that no fratricide would ever take the throne； and he was looking at Eric as he said it。 You know how his eyes could get。 Eric grew bright as a sunset and could not swallow for a long while。 But then Dad took things much further than any of us had anticipated or desired。 In fairness to you； I do not know whether he spoke solely to vent his feelings； or whether he actually meant what he said。 But he told us that he had more than half decided upon you as his successor； so that he took whatever misadventure had befallen you quite personally。 He would not have spoken of it； but that he was convinced as to your passing。 In the months that followed； we reared you a cenotaph to give some solid form to this conclusion； and we made certain that no one forgot Dad's feelings toward Eric。 All along； after yourself； Eric was the one we felt had to be gotten around to reach the throne。〃
〃We！ Who were the others？〃
〃Patience； Corwin。 Sequence and order； time and stress！ Accent； emphasis。。。 Listen。〃
He took another cigarette； chain…lit it from the butt； stabbed the air with its burning tip。
〃The next step required that we get Dad out of Amber。 This was the most crucial and dangerous part of it； and it was here that we disagreed。 I did not like the idea of an alliance with a power I did not fully understand； especially one that gave them some hold on us。 Using shadows is one thing； allowing them to use you is ill…considered； whatever the circumstances。 I argued against it； but the majority had it otherwise。〃 He smiled。 〃Two to one。 Yes； there were three of us。 We went ahead then。 The trap was set and Dad went after the bait …〃
〃Is he still living？〃 I asked。
〃I do not know；〃 Brand said。 〃Things went wrong afterward； and then I'd troubles of my own to concern me。 After Dad's departure though； our next move was to consolidate our position while waiting a respectable period of time for a presumption of death to seem warranted。 Ideally； all that we required was the cooperation of one person。 Either Caine or Julian … it did not matter which。 You see； Bleys had already gone off into Shadow and was in the process of putting together a large military force …〃
〃Bleys！ He was one of you？〃
〃Indeed。 We intended him for the throne … with sufficient strings on him； of course； so that it would have amounted to a de facto triumvirate。 So； he went off to assemble troops； as I was saying。 We hoped for a bloodless takeover； but we had to be ready in the event that words proved insufficient to win our case。 If Julian gave us the land route in； or Caine the waves； we could have transported the troops with dispatch and held the day by force of arms； should that have proven necessary。 Unfortunately； I chose the wrong man。 In my estimate； Caine was Julian's superior in matters of corruption。 So； with measured delicacy I sounded him on the matter。 He seemed willing to go along with things； at first。 But he either reconsidered subsequently or deceived me quite skillfully from the beginning。 Naturally； I prefer to believe that it was the former。 Whatever； at some point he came to the conclusion that he stood to benefit more by supporting a rival claimant。 To wit； Eric。 Now Eric's hopes had been somewhat dashed by Dad's attitude toward him … but Dad was gone； and our intended move gave Eric the chance to act as defender of the throne。 Unfortunately for us； such a position would also put him but a step away from the throne itself。 To make matters darker； Julian went along with Caine in pledging the loyalty of his troops to Eric； as defender。 Thus was the other trio formed。 So Eric took a public oath to defend the throne； and the lines were thereby drawn。 I was naturally in a somewhat embarrassing position at this time。 I bore the brunt of their animosity； as they did not know who my fellows were。 Yet they could not imprison or torture me； for I would immediately be trumped out of their hands。 And if they were to kill me； they realized there might well be a reprisal by parties unknown。 So it had to stand as a stalemate for a time。 They also saw that I could no longer move directly against them。 They kept me under heavy surveillance。 So a more devious route was charted。 Again I disagreed and again I lost； two to one。 We were to employ the same forces we had called upon to deal with Dad； this time for purposes of discrediting Eric。 If the job of defending Amber； so confidently assumed； were to prove too much for him and Bleys then came onto the scene and handled the situation with dispatch； why Bleys would even have popular support as he moved on to assume the role of defender himself and … after a fit period of time … suffered the thrusting of sovereignty upon him； for the good of Amber。〃
〃Question；〃 I interrupted。 〃What about Benedict？ I know he was off being discontent in his Avalon； but if something really threatened Amber。。。〃
〃Yes；〃 he said； nodding； 〃and for that reason； a part of our deal was to involve Benedict with a number of problems of his own。〃
I thought of the harassment of Benedict's Avalon by the hellmaids。 I thought of the stump of his right arm。 I opened my mouth to speak again； but Brand raised his hand。
〃Let me finish in my own fashion； Corwin。 I am not unmindful of your thought processes as you speak。 I feel the pain in your side； twin to my own。 Yes； I know these things and many more。〃
His eyes burned strangely as he took another cigarette into his hand and it lit of its own accord。 He drew heavily upon it and spoke as he exhaled。
〃I broke with the others over this decision。 I saw it as involving too great a peril； as placing Amber herself in jeopardy。 Broke with them。。。〃
He watched the smoke for several moments before he continued。
〃But things were too far